It has been a few weeks since my last post and I’m been
struggling with motivation to write. I’ve been trying to find a balance of
attending rallies and marches and lectures on various subjects and trying to
not feel overwhelmed by the negative that seems to take over some times. I feel
it’s similar to why many people say they don’t like watching the news; they don’t
want to feel upset or angry afterwards. I personally often get panic attacks
reading different articles or hearing of various things happening in the world.
So I’ve decided since I’ve only posted three things as of yet to this blog to
redirect exactly how I was going to go about relaying information I receive.
I’m 23 years old. I’ve been slowly waking up for a very long
time. Waking up as in truly seeing the world, not this illusion that has been
put into place all around me. I’m going to write not only about issues that I
feel are important but steps I am taking in my own life to become a whole
person, a truly free human being. I struggle with so many things, as we all do,
like alcohol, procrastination, anxiety and ego and I want to write about the
steps I am taking to overcome these things in my life. I will write about
politics but I’ll also write about health, addiction and spirituality.
I believe we have been entering a paradigm shift for a very
long time and now it’s begun to speed up. We need to start caring for each
other and stop working against one another. We are all connected. I want to
spread light and love. If you are reading this I want you to know you are
important and you are loved. Thank you for taking the time to read this and if
you feel so inclined I hope you come back and read more.